Unconditional LoVe !

Love has it's own terms. It's own feelings. It's own selfishness.

But can there be unconditional Love?

No, no there isn't.

Was that all i thought. Until this day. Until this day.

Thought that there cannot be anything unconditional and infinity.

Love's no exception for this was all had in my mind until this day.

I felt everyone is selfish. Selfish in their own ways.

Selfish that one has to be loved.

Was that all i thought.. Until today. Until today.

Everyone searches for their own happiness.

Everyone loves to be loved and not love the other.

Everyone has their own wishes, their own prayers for themselves.

Was that all i thought. Until today. Until today.

But there can be love where -

Love is unconditional, ethical, moral, valued and treated.

Wishes and prayers are not for themselves.

Happiness is found in others success.

Tears build in other's pain.

And yes i witnessed it and it took 21 long years for me to realize the above stated facts.

The love of mom. The undefined.

You never prayed for youself.

You never wished for anything yourself.

You never even thought for yourself.

But I do remember 

All those prayers when i go for exams (lol, can't stop from laughin)

Your warnings when i say i ride the bike fast.

Your care when i come home hoping falling from the bicycle. ( A million times :D )

Your tears when i fell sick.

Your smile when you see me happy.

Your wishes for my success.

Your blessings for my better life.

All through your life, from the moment my life began it was me.

I'm the reason behind all your actions.

And what made you do this?

Isn't it your love towards me?

What ever did you expect from me for yourself in return?

Isn't it your smile in my happiness?

Is this called unconditional love?

And it did take 21 years of my life to know this. May be it's now i actually grew up.

Always thougt it's her responsibilty but only today when i pen down this post i realized it's only her love towards me that's making do all these.

All those memories flash before my eyes as if they happened a day ago.

Standing at the closed school gate with tears, waiting for me till lunch time with a carrier in hand at the age of 4.

Holding my bicyle and running behind me to teach me cycling at the age of 6. It was a re.1/hr rented short bicyle and a hr duty for you in the evenings :)

Running behind me to catch and kick me off when i first tried to test what electricity is at the age of 8. (lol, i have plugged in a power cable in the socket and with the other two end wires in my left hand, i opened my right palm and slowly placed those wires in right hand to learn what actually and how shock 'll be. Luckily i was stading on a wooden stool as i could not reach the switchboard. Really was a smart kick ass child :D )

All the little b'day celebrations you arranged in home till i reached 15.

Tears in your eyes when you had to leave me in hostel for my internediate education.

Worry, anxiety and inquiry in your face when i listen to all those tragedy love songs. lol, i love them for no reason. The "Nuvvante pranamani.. ne vente lokamani.." song(Naa Autograph) was real fun then when i tried to say 100times that there's nothing to worry in me listening that song.

And now, for all the prayers you do for my successful life ahead. (btech, job, ..?.. ) ;)

I do remember everthing mom, but just never thanked you. As i write this i can list a million incidents. Afterall, it's you all through my life.

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And to celebrate this day for the first time ever, i went for shopping with my mom. Asked her to buy a saree and that i'm going to pay the bill. Yes! A Mother's day gift. A plesant surprise.

And that moment is framed in my mind. Her happiness and smile.

Happiness not because she's getting a new saree, or for it's price or it's color or brand.

She was happy because it's her own son who gifted it. It's me :)

An offer which she didn't expect this quick. 

She was proud and told my dad, rang up to my sister, showed it off to neighbour et everything adding up the story behind it. lol, women :P Never i have seen her with attitude earlier.

lol expect the scenario when she wears it :D

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And even till date, if there's my only routine habbit, it's waking up in the morning, going near my mom and say " Amma.. heeee :) " and then a 2secs prayer to god.

I wonder, if i can ever love someone in my life so true and deep as you do love me!

But it was you who taught me how. 

May be, if this is magic.. there's magic around me too mom.

I'm a Jadoo ;)

Cheers!

With love, signing off.

PS: This is the longest personal post. Dedicated to my mom. Happy Mother's day to all my blog readers. My sister stated that she's waiting for the Raksha bandhan :D

PPS: Special regards and wishes to Imp's Mom

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